"FRACTURED"

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My life story is a tragedy,
From 1 to 18, a miracle.
A lot of things could have put me six feet under,
Ain't that sinful?

Put up a facade to hide the depression,
Cause how can it be, before the age of 5,
Already almost died twice?

I sit in the corner and hide my pain,
And everything that can make me go insane.
Meet my gaze and you'll see the disguise 
You think you know me, you don't know the darkness within.

The truth is, I'm a controversial guy,
With a complicated mind.
I'm under so much pressure,
This anger I try to measure.

The level of depression, it got me showing,
Different expressions.
Shadows cast my face hiding different emotions,
In the shadow my heart lies.

In the shadows, on this night,
I'm just trying to make it right,
Though broken I remain alone, 
In the shadows,
I remain fractured.

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