"DREAMS AND REALITY"

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The first time I felt her lips on mine,
It really got me thinking
Man I love this feeling
Just for me to open my eyes

And wake up to reality, 
Then I ask myself,
Was it just a fantacy, 
Then I looked out the window.

Hoping it was a memory
Because how can someone
So beautiful, so excellent
Be nothing more but a fantasy.

Then one day I saw her,
The girl from my fantasy,
Standing on a balcony,
Seeing her in person.

I thought I was loosing my sanity,
But then the closer I got, 
The more she looked like, 
The one that got away,
Turn's out the girl in my fantasy.

Was the girl I could never bring myself
To tell I love her,
Thinking she forgot me,
She screamed my name

And ran to hug me,
The moment she did that, 
All those feelings came rushing back like ecstasy,
I told myself this is insanity.

But one deep breath later
And we are taking a stroll under the stars 
Catching up on all the time we've lost
And finally telling her I love her.
  
And once she said it back
That was the first time I felt her lips on mine, 
And everyday since then was like a fantasy
It was amazing and filled with grace

Only for the earth to crumble beneath my feet,
And I fell out of my fantasy and back to reality. 

Turns out it was all a dream,
And now am waking up
With only tears in my eye's.

Now I truely know the meaning of fantasy
The creation of the impossible
In one's mind.

But I know somewhere out there 
My fantasy is a reality,
But I can't spend my days 
Hoping.

I need to move on
And leave my dreams as it is,
A fantasy.

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