"CONFESSION"

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I must confess,
I'm tired of all these rules I must profess.
Caged me indoors like an animal,
Feeling depressed.

Blame me for the sins of others,
Like a corrupt judge, I am depressed.
Denied my rights and freedom, I am oppressed.

Can't leave this cage I call home
Without a test,
Like a prisoner in the yard, I am depressed.

I feel opposed,
And sometimes disposed.
Kept aside like I'm nothing,
Only called to help with something.

Fight for my survival,
Fight for the right to live,
The right to strive, and the right to ignite.

Every night I wake in the middle of the night,
Thinking it was all a dream,
Only to relive it,
Over and over again.

This is my hell,
But I act like all is well,
With a smile on my face, but
A depressed mind, I try to mend.

I must confess,
I must profess.

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